Tuesday, November 25, 2008 Y 9:28 AM
Firstly, i miss boyfriend & i really need him NOW. Read that? I NEED, NOT WANT. I dont want to talk about boyfriend that much, bet i think, only my girls & close friends know what's happening. i'm in DILEMMA. Serious shit. I dont know what to do about some private stuffs. My friends are too busy for me to consult. In fact, im busy too. Busy working, everyday. I have exactly a month more before my assignment ends with Robinsons. Thought of continuing but with the hectic pressures and the tired-ness im facing eventhough i did nothing, i dont think i can continue. This is stupid, i work only for 4hours a day but i get tired easily, i know why if u guys dont. On Wednesday & Thursday, i have to work long hours. Damn! Wednesday, i'll be working from 11am - 4.30pm & 6pm-11pm. Thursday, will be from 11am-3pm & 6pm - 11pm. Crazy right? God! On top of that, this month's pay, i cn hardly spend for myself. I have to help ibu to pay something. Nevermind about that. I cn wait for the next pay. Gross! Haha! So, whatever to this.Oh, i met boyfriend's dad yesterday. Bf's dad wanted to pass me my atm card & it was quite late. Bf's dad reach ibu's place at 11pm, i nearly fall asleep. He talk to me for a while & asked me to plan ahead if bf & me is serious about us. All i said was, i'll wait for bf and talk about this with him. Bf's dad also talk about some other stuffs which im guilty of, now. oh my, bf, i need u now, we have to discuss quick. haiz! & lastly, i went back to my crib yesterday, just for awhile. mama, abg, amid & kakak was around. i just miss home! but, i dont think im ready to go back there, yet. So, when time permits, i'll go back. i miss kakak especially, she's all i need besides bf. she taught me how to be me. i just love her, the way she always did to me & the way she is. god bless u kakak.& last2, lastly, i think i hv something in mind for Jaseema already. Haha!
Wednesday, November 19, 2008 Y 9:30 AM
Hello wonderful people! Finally, i find the time to blog, yeah, early morning. The reason why i didnt update is because im too busy with Mr Boyfriend & work. I've started working last Thursday & work is fun! i love the people around me. They are nice people & cool! My working hours was from 1230-1630 hours. But however, i dont have the time to blog because i didnt go back home straight after work & i reach home quite late, so, by the time i reach, im beat. That is because Mr Boyfriend fetch me from the 1st day of work until Sunday, he have to go back to camp. Now, i'll go back home myself on Monday to Thursday. Mr Boyfriend say, most probably he cn fetch me on Friday. Weekends is a MUST to fetch. When i reach home, I clean myself first & off to bed. Then, the next day i'll wake up at around 10am. Eat, sit around for a while & get ready for work. See? That is why i got no time to blog. Haha!I just love decorating my counter. It's so fun! The days i like working is during weekdays because people are working, most of them wont shop on weekdays. But, i hate weekends! There's plenty! Stress sometimes but, my colleagues and i can still manage the long queue. Nothing is impossible. What i can say is that, my work is very relax, really. When im tired of standing, i'll sit. When im bored, i'll text Mr Boyfriend. See? & if there's nothing to do, Suhailah & i will start telling grandmother stories. Haha!Im just so fed-up that i cant go for Red Camp! Shoots! That is because, again, im working. Damn it! So, this year, im gonna get Christmas Gifts for my colleagues, not forgetting, my GIRLFRIEND, Jaseema. Oh, & Mr Boyfriend too. Okay, its already 0930 and i better get going. Im late for work yesterday, 1/2 an hour late and i vent my anger at Mr Boyfriend, haha! There goes my incentive bonus when im late for more than 15mins! F*** my ezlink card for that! urgh!Mr Boyfriend is in camp now and so, see u this Friday hunney! Muah! I love Mr Boyfriend, okay?Labels: work.
Monday, November 10, 2008 Y 11:52 AM
So, yeah, im back here to blog. Its been months since i last blogged, right? Oh, come on, its not that im busy with the F***ING 'O' LEVELS? i was just sitting for the paper, for the sake of, nothing. yeah, that's for real. School was very boring & how am i gonna concentrate if there's many things going on here & there? Stress. That's the word. But, dont think i'm in any kind of misery. Big No2 okay? I'm well & doing good, not that good when my BOYFRIEND is by my side. Save the BOYFRIEND story for later, it'll be interesting, yeah, to me, i dont know if it is to u.Tomorrow is my last paper. Finally! I just hate going to school for a couple of hours & having to wake up early morning, which im so, not used to it nowadays. Well, look, i've been waking up late since prelims are over. That was also the last i stepped into YUAN CHING SECONDARY SCHOOL. But, i would like to thank YCSS for having me in the school for 5 years & having me to meet my BESTEST GIRLFRIEND in there during my first year, indeed, my first day. She's no other than, JASEEMA. She's the one i share EVERYTHING with. & when i say EVERYTHING, it's really EVERYTHING. I can talk to her about ANYTHING, she understands. Thank u so much ma for being patience with me despite the nonsense i did & the irritating things i did sometimes. But, however, u can tolerate. Aww, haha! I love u alot more than my BOYFRIEND but a little bit less than MY ELDEST SISTER, AISYAH. She's always my FIRST! Okay shoots! Tomorrow will be the last day i'd be seeing Jaseema in school & she said she bought me something. Holly shit! I've spent 'my' money on pants, for work. Okay damn, so Ma, can i get u the thing on my very first pay, together with your present for your SWEET 17(FINALLY), HAHA! That will be even a big boom. Sorry, im not the type of person who saves, like you do. Now, im gonna blog about WORK! Hell yeah, WORK?! Okay, I've never been in the working world. So, im kind of, nervous & scared. But whatever, I'll start to commit this Thursday, on the 13th Nov - 24th Dec 2008. Tomorrow will be the training, haha! I've collected my uniform, lucky its just a nearly plain black polo-tee. I fit on Size XS. They wanted to issue me Size S, but it's too big. So, i grab the XS instead. I'm so excited! Thanks to Suhailah for the information on the Job Interview, we went on Thursday. It goes like, as per normal, the interviewer would say "We'll call you within a week if you're shortlisted.". Right? It was Wednesday, almost a week & they didnt call. So, i called Suhailah & asked her out for another interview, she agreed. That afternoon, i got a call from an unknown no. & my prepaid was low. Thought of not answering it but im afraid if it's from 'them'. I answered & i say, "Sorry, my prepaid is low, im topping up now & i'll call u back, bye!". So, of course, i top up my phone and return the call. Its from "them" & i was so excited! On the other hand, im worried if Suhailah didnt get the job. So, i called her soon after & she said, she got it too! Phew, what a relief! You know how it feels right? When someone recommend(did i get the spelling correctly?) you & you got the job, yet she didnt? It feels awkward right? That is what im afraid of. Oh, i almost forgot to tell you where i'll be working at. I'll be working at Robinsons @ Raffles City.Next, my Boyfriend, he is the reason why i didnt blog for sometime & why i decided to blog today. Boyfriend was away since 6th Oct, he leaves me crying for most of the time. That is for me to know & for you to find out. You know i can't be apart from Bf? He's the reason why im still smiling. He's my everything. & i finally blog, today, is because Boyfriend is coming back to me, to his family too. HAIQAL! The waiting & the sorrows is finally OVER! haha! We'll be smiling again! Thanks alot Haiqal(Bf's younger bro) & Bf family, for being there for me & giving me the countless support & advices. You all are the best! As for Bf & me, the 'snail mail' is over too. But, its kinda cool writing letters to each other. Its very sweet though. Haha! Whenever Im down, I'll read his letters and reminisce. Boyfriend, I Love You, no matter what. I'll stand by u like u did too. Im glad that i got you!Labels: boyfriend., life., work
