Didie's Own.

Sunday, May 31, 2009 Y 4:02 PM

Didie in baju kurong luh. Nk gi keje kan. Sopan!

Mummy do the edits. (Perasan kan mak aku?)

Cute Tk Anak Saye Nie?

See her big mouth? Haha! My mummy is a yummy mummy kan.

With Love, Mummy.

That is, so much love laa kn?

Labels: incomplete family., Mummy and Baby

Friday, May 29, 2009 Y 5:03 PM

Short & Simple.

"Aku cinta boyfriend ku dan anakku."
Translation : "I love my daughter and my boyfriend."

Hafidz Bin Hadnan & Nur Saesha, you're loved,
u mean the world to me.

Labels: dedicated.

Thursday, May 28, 2009 Y 2:14 PM

Hello! Well, im not working today, so im spending my time looking after Esha and while she's asleep, im here to blog. i've been browsing through the net for looking for Esha's stroller, diaper bag and carrier/sling. But the most important one for now is her stroller. I cant be carrying her all the time on every check-ups, its tiring. At least, with a stroller, she can rest her body kn3? daripade kene dokong je. Maknye kurus, tk comfortable langsong. haha! Good excuse eh.

Its already 2pm and i havent had my bath yet. haha! but i already had my breakfast. I ate to slices of toast and a bottle of Yakult? Im happy that im not working today, so, i could look after my girl all by myself without having to trouble anybody. Also, if i leave her with someone else while im away to work, soon, she wont recognise her own mummy, right? So, the bonding between mother and child is very important or else she'll be mistaken someone else as her mummy. I dont want that to ever happen, never.

So, this will do for today luh, Esha is more impt than this blog. Alright? Toodles!

Wednesday, May 27, 2009 Y 1:18 PM

phew!finally,all the preparation for the graduation which im working on is over!as soon as i reach workplace this morning, i continued what i left behind yesterday. in fact, i was late today, thanks to the traffic jam eh, so, i hv to leave abit late too later. i was late because i was busy snapping pictures of myself with Esha this morning that i didnt realise the clock is ticking. u would ask, why i snap pictures early morning. Answer: im fresh, my make-up is still fresh and im wearing baju kurong to work today. i wake my little girl up when actually she's sleeping soundly. Sorry eh kecik. haha!

Someone is turning 21 nxt wk and oh my,little did i realise, he's getting old. haha! he's a daddy at 21, okay luh tu. alright, i wouldnt wanna continue abt his birthday any longer. Question: why? Answer: Because it makes me feel as if im f***king useless & he knows why. FULLSTOP to this topic.

I would like to thank my little girl for not waking up so frequent yesterday night and for not causing me any problems! Thanks laa kecik. Esha woke up only 3 times last night and she didnt give me any headache. Everytime she cries, i gave her milk and soon after she finish, she went back to sleep. that is super easy and im so lucky she sleeps soon after drinking because i was very tired, seriously! To someone, im so sorry i didnt reply to ur txt, i was too tired. Sorry to keep u waiting.

If u're keen to know, i went to work with my sandals on today, but, i brought my slippers along just in case. haha! Also, i wont be working tmr until 2nd june. i'll be back on 3rd June, yeah 3rd! haha! hmm, this will do for today, im working on a new blogskin, so, toodles!

P.S: Bf, imy & ilysm! u're all i ever needed. Im sure we're strong enough to go through this and hold on to it. Dont give up. Love, Girlfriend.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009 Y 1:28 PM

Alright,it's lunchtime now and im here, taking a break to blog. When i reached workplace this morning, i hv nothing to do, except for the work which i left undone yesterday, so, i hv to continue today. In other words, there's no new task/work for me to work on today. However, after quite awhile of no workload, here comes one stack of forms, which i hv to sort out according to the name on the list given. Sounds easy but doing that gives me a headache, much more, im lack of sleep(thanks to my little one).

I chatted with bf younger brother's gf. She told me she was looking a suitable job to help lessen the burden of her parents & also save up to get what she wants. She also mentioned that Esha hv bf's eyes and nose but only hv my lips. Nvm, fair enough because she said Esha hv the features of both, bf and i. Unlike, some who said Esha looks only like bf, damn. Haha!

Here comes the f**cked up thing. My sandals, the 'i-dont-know-what-thing', snapped! Now tell me, how on earth am i gonna go back w/o one side of my sandals? oh shit! Eager to know how it snaps? I was wiggling my toe and placing my feet under my seat's roller and to my surprise, i destroyed my own sandals! omfg! how am i gonna go back? this is so not what i want now. urgh! *stressed*

Monday, May 25, 2009 Y 12:58 PM

MY GIRL ALSO HV BIRTHMARK ON HER LEFT PALM!

This is how i look now. (dont mind the background)

My Little Girl Sleeping Positions. (below)

Take 1.

Take 2.

Take 3.

Take 4.

The 'Kwang3' Face.

*Captionless*

See how big her mouth is? keke.

Upclose.

Crossed-Leg.

I Love MUMMY, ehem!

'Mummy, u're talking too loud.'

hmm.

Look at her nose and the reaction.

After bath.

Friday, May 22, 2009 Y 1:13 PM

First, i wanted to change my blogskin but im lazy. My reason would be, i hv no time. haha! Im currently thinking what my girl is doing right now & also wondering if she's okay under someone else's care besides her mum. hmm. Im at work now and im very free. i've got nothing to do, for now. Anyway, let me share something with u. Surprisingly, my girl is just like her daddy. She sleeps during the day and does the opposite at night, which means, she stay awake at night, really. Just like bf. Somehow, i miss my girl and my bf now!

Oh yes! Im very excited too, about last night American Idol result show! Gosh, i cant believe it that my Kris Allen won! im overjoyed, so overjoyed! Let me reason out why Adam Lambert didnt make it. It is because Adam sings well only to his 'type' of song, i mean, rock? While on the other hand, Kris is very versatile. He can sing to almost anykind of genre, almost. Alright, that is through my opinion luh, i dont know about u people. Do you also agree with me when i say Kris Allen looks abit like Enrique Iglesias? I think they look, quite, alike.

Next, i hv alot of things i want to get for myself but i guess, for now, i just couldnt. haiz. i hv to save alot for my girl. She have a few check-ups coming her way next month. Not forgetting, the mummy too hv check-ups next month. Worry not, i believe i can survive and im doing this for my little one. She's all i ever needed.

Labels: american idol, blogskin, esha

Thursday, May 21, 2009 Y 10:46 AM

As u can see, i've uploaded a few pics of Saesha. Yes, only a few. I dont hv time to snap pictures of her everyday as i spent most of my time just looking after her. As at today, she's 15days old and she's gaining weight. Today is the 21st, so, its my 18th month with bf. Happy 18th month hunney! Sorry i cant be with u to celebrate. i miss u alot, yes, alot! i love u alot too, dont doubt it(u said this to me before).

Im currently working as a temp staff at ITE HQ again. Previously, i was pregnant when i worked there, thre's no need to worry of anything. But for now, i worry alot! Guess why? The reason is because, i cant be apart from my girl even for a sec. Trust me, i would cry. Seriously. Ask all mummies, they'll feel the same way too. I dont know why, but, it's just natural. haha!

Being a mother is seriously not easy. Especially being a mother at my age, 18. I have to save alot to buy her milk powder, her diapers and all that she needs. & my girl drink the most expensive milk, SIMILAC! damn it's really costly. phew! That's one pressure,the biggest one. u would surely ask, why i dont breastfeed? Answer: im so not used to it. I tried twice, but i dont think she likes it, so, forget it luh. But, there's no harm trying again. I'll try when i hv the time.

Next, TIME! Time pass really fast! & i usually dont hv time to rest for a minute or two. Before i could even lay my body on the comfy bed, she starts to cry. oh my! terrible! the fact that she wakes up 2 hourly every night, is killing me! im losing my sleep more and more as days pass. Sure thing u would ask, hv i ever get angry? Answer: YES! I lost my patience sometimes, yes, sometimes. I tend to scream when she cries non-stop.haha! But, she keep on crying even when i shout, because, she knows, NOTHING. haha!

Until today, i havent snap a picture of myself with my girl because i think, i look a little bit ugly. So, i'll snap many2 pics, after confinement, if only my girl is still with me. Alright? Oh yes, one last thing, tell me, my girl looks more like me or bf? Because, i cant accept the fact when people say she looks more like bf, hmmph! But, for sure, she has my lips okay? haha!

I guess, that will do for today okay?

Y 10:09 AM

NUR SAESHA PUTERI HAFIDZ @ BIRTH.

THANKS TO MY DEAREST SISTER SHIDAH FOR THE SHOTS.

Labels: Nur Saesha Puteri Hafidz.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009 Y 2:26 PM

Hello readers! im back & im proud to annouce, im OFFICIALLY a MUMMY to a baby girl. My princess, Nur Saesha Puteri Hafidz, was born on 6th May 2009 at 1903hours. She is 2280g heavy, 46cm tall and her head circumference is 31cm. My Expected Date Of Delivery(EDD) is on the 28th of May but i've given birth 22days early. How shocking? She's so attach to me that i hv to blog with only one hand now. haha! She's so cute that i cant take my eyes off her. Her daddy was the one who carried her first, instead of me. i was scared luh. But as time passes, im okay. I've learn how to carry a newborn, how to feed, how to bathe a newborn & also how to make a newborn 'burp' after feeding. I still cant believe that im a mother already. Haha! Since she's born before Mother's Day, i get the chance to celebrate Mother's Day for the first time which falls on last Sunday.

I'll be posting abt the labour story some other days and the experience of giving birth, the thing i wont and i cant forget. I'll post the pic too. I'll try to update a.s.a.p okay? I cant blog any longer because i have to attend to my little one. I've also lost many hours of my sleep! haiz! haha!

Till here, toodles!

Labels: Nur Saesha Puteri Hafidz.