Didie's Own.

Sunday, September 28, 2008 Y 7:11 PM

haiz. lately, life hasn't been good. 3 more days to raya and im not excited. i was force to go to JB today, which i seriously dont want to. i have 2 reasons why; dont bother to ask okay. im not feeling quite well these days. im worried about something but i guess i hv to keep that to myself. i've been busy helping mama with the cleanings at home since raya is drawing nearer. its very tiring, i swear! lucky me, i didnt fast on the day i clean the windows and bake the raya cookies.

until today, i still have alot to do. i have to help to clean ibu's window. i wonder how i'll manage that within a day, which is tmr. haiz. i have to try. i havent get my heels yet & its like only few days more. i seriously have no mood to celebrate. i didnt get much stuffs this year. i didnt even go to geylang, yet. how abt that? fasting month is ending soon and i havent go to geylang. the previous plan to go with kakak was cancelled.

whatever. im gonna wrap this up now. i miss you. but, i dont think u feel anything w/o me though. hope u're doing fine, wherever u are.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008 Y 3:09 PM

HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY IBU!

So, today is ibu's birthday. Happy Birthday ye, sorry tkde present, saye tk keje. keke. Saye maseh sekolah. haha! Insya'allah kalau dah keje nanti, saye belikan card aje laa. wakakakaka!

im at ibu's crib, doing nothing. haha! im freaking bored, serious. i'll be going to Carousel for dinner with ibu and ida tmr. We'll be celebrating our(ibu & me) birthday there! we'll be eating alot3. & the food there is 100% satisfactory! nice! haha! Thanks to ibu for the treat.

i'll be shopping for raya stuffs too tmr. i havent get my heels yet! haha! im gonna get my hair cut too, but i dont know how should i cut it. short? just trim? or what? ideas please, thank u. this week gonna be the busiest week. tmr, dinner. thursday, bake raya goodies for ibu, she ordered honey cornflakes from kakak. friday, going to geylang with my beloved to shop and get her eyelash done. im not doing mine, grrr! im schooling and it's not possible. saturday, gonna get our (kakak, ibu & me) hair done, break-fast at busu's work place @ Telok Blangah. sunday, no plans yet.

Monday, September 22, 2008 Y 2:31 PM

Also, special thanks to those who wished me. They are : -
-Firdouse
-Kak Ida
-Amie
-Sharlinee

That's all for today. = )

Sunday, September 21, 2008 Y 12:34 PM

Thanks to u my dearest.

i hate birthday, i hate love, i hate u. thank u so2 much for the

'special' treatment for today. i guess, this one will be the most

'memorable' one ever. thank u so much eh.

Y 11:37 AM

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY NUR FADILLAH BTE HARRON!

So yeah, today is my birthday! finally, im 17. haha! After long days of waiting, its finally here! i thank GOD for the strength HE have given me that make me survive and manage throughout the years. thank u so much for making me love this long and i wished to live much longer till i get married and have a family, complete with children. aww. haha!

I guess i aint that special. Not many wished me. but, whatever, i aint popular that everyone have to remember right? haha. So, i will list some who wished me today and also those who wished in advance.

Those who wished in advance are : -
- Lina
- Afiq
- Muss

Those who wished TODAY (by ranking) are : -
- My Lovely Gf, JASEEMA
- The One Who Share The Same Birthdate, Clement Tay
- The Ex Boyfriend, Rusdan
- The Old SchoolMate, Syahmi
- My Beloved Sister, Aisyah
- The One Who Knows It All, Hafidz
- The One Who Share The Same Birthdate, Suhailah
- The Gf with Cute Daughter, Jamilah
- The Aunt Who Is Just Like A Mum, Ibu
- The Dj Classmate, Jojo Nah
- The One Who Share The Same Birthdate, Nenek
- The Two Naughty Ass Kids, Farid & Faris
- The Gentle Gf, Aisha Mok
- The Dude, Dion Tan.
- The Friendly Girl, Nabilah
- The Old Primary SchoolMate, Shafiq

So, that is all. i'll update if there's more.

Labels: happy birthday didie.

Thursday, September 18, 2008 Y 10:31 AM

hello bloggers. im here to blog after 2 wks of not blogging.

So, my birthday is on the 21st and its abt 3 days more to go?

yeah, right. Nothing special througout the days i didnt blog.

Just that i suffer a little. Boyfriend knows that. Im kinda sick

and i aint feeling well. i've been coughing for the past few days

and that irritates my two sisters at night.

They say im distracting their sleep. yeah, sorry uh. i didnt asked

for the cough. I've also been drinking plenty of plain water. Boyfriend

requested that. i swear i dont drink warm plain water. i only dig in

cold ones. serious! the warm one really makes me throw out.

Mum and siblings went to Geylang yesterday to buy, of course raya

outfits kan? This year, my family is a colorful family. Let me tell u why.

Mum, Dad, Elder Bro & Me will be wearing GREY. Shidah and Younger

Bro, Ayat, will be wearing RED/MAROON. My Beloved, Aisyah, and

Youngest Bro, Amid, will be wearing LIGHT BLUE. I was so happy

yesterday to see my whole family under one roof. The laughters we had

together yesterday was so memorable. I love it when my siblings try

on their raya outfits. Kakak look pretty as always. Ayat, my god! He looks

so big now. i used to be taller than him. haha! he's like a father already.

I finally gain the attention i need from my mum. how i feel so loved.

I also finally feel part of the family. That is all i need. But, despite the

happiness that i gained, im worried abt first day of raya. That's for me

to know & u guys to find out. haiz.

Besides family, i have someone, i loved too. he is the love of my life, now

& forever. Hunney, i thanked u so much for being there for me whenever

i need u(eventhough sometimes u're not there). u make me feel loved

whenever im with you. i love being in ur arms; the feeling is spectacular.

I know i cant celebrate raya with u, but, i'll be waiting, i promise.Boyfriend,

i love u and i swear my love for u is true. Thank you, so2 much for tolerating

with my unbearable behaviour. muah!

Labels: family; boyfriend; loved.

Sunday, September 7, 2008 Y 3:18 PM

hello readers! let me start with saturday's day okay? yesterday was awesome! haha! went out with boyfriend and his friends including sheeq and some others. actually, the plan for me and boyfriend was to go geylang and break-fast together there but we ended up at Suntec Dance 2008 and break-fast with his friends.

meet up with boyfriend and the others at j.e and then we head to City Hall. i had McSpicy meal and BK's mexican drumlets for break-fast and the others ate Burger King. The reason only me, ate McD is because the burgers at BK is too big to fit into my mouth. haha! serious, everytime i ate BK with boyfriend, i didnt eat the burgers but the 4pcs mexican drumlets instead.

we sat in circle in the middle of the Fountain Of Wealth as the dance comp was held there. the day was okay till it rains and everyone without umbrella rushed to the nearest shelter they could find. when it rains, i feel loved by boyfriend. wanna know why? he's so sweet when he took off his shirt and asked me to put it on me. i was freezing, i was just wearing white sleeveless and jeans? aww. that is seriously so2 sweet.

i was so happy that i get to spent time with beloved boyfriend. haha! was suppose to reach home at 10pm but i, as usual reach late. i reach at 12+am, nearly. i was too caught up with boyfriend and his friends i guess. they're nice people to be with, not forgetting they are the full-time joker. big thank u to boyfriend and faque for sending me till my doorstep. haha, i insisted that.

Besides the awesome-ness, the not-so-awesome thing is that, i fell in the train! eeuuww! malunye. thanks to everyone around me for not helping me. i was about to fall when im at City Hall MRT Station, but thanks to boyfriend, he get hold of me. but i didnt expect to fall in the train?! damn! haha! but whatever, its nothing. only that my hips hurts a litttle.

The left side of my eye hurts too. & that is because boyfriend and me bang into each others head. ouch! whenever i touch my left eye area, it hurts. its okay, that is cute, bang into each other? yeah, right. Yesterday was also different than any other day i went out with boyfriend. that is because, i finally get to snap some pics with boyfriend! wee! haha! okay, lame. but, sorry, i aint posting it here i guess. i hv no time.

Next up, tmr school reopens and prelims starts! urgh. whatever, just chill. pass or fail, who cares. i give up. there's too much to think about right now. studies aside, thank u.

So, to conclude, i only have one thing to add. BOYFRIEND, U ROCK MY WORLD!

Labels: saturday.

Friday, September 5, 2008 Y 3:19 PM

Im bored, so, i decided to blog again. haha! whatever it is, the main motive is to blog about, my new addict? haha! okay, here it goes. i used to like green. but however, after changing my blogskin, i've learn to love PURPLE too now. so, previously, i like red too. In conclusion, i love 3 colurs now. GREEN, PURPLE & RED. YELLOW is the next aim. haha! So, that is all laa. haha!

Labels: NEW ADDICT.

Y 12:33 PM

yeay! today is the 5th day of fasting month and im still holding on. haha! despite all the temptations, i managed to continue to fast. keke. see how good i am? but my mouth simply cant stop saying all the vulgarities. i also cant stop gossiping. do u know who is my gossip partner? its ibu. keke!

its been 2 days i didnt ate rice for break-fast. last two days, i break-fast at mcd with ibu and farid. i had McSpicy Meal with Hot Tea. yeah, hot tea? u cant expect me to drink cold drinks right? its not good for digestion after a day without eating anything? yesterday, i ate quite alot. i ate 'Roti Boyan', 'Ayam Percik', 'Vadeh/Vadai' & some malay kueh which i bought at the bazaar at Causeway Point. the food there looks much better than the bazaar at Jurong, i bet. i hope the food taste as nice as it looks. there's 'Putu Piring' too. *evil grin* keke.

mum, dad & siblings came over to ibu's place yesterday. they stay for quite sometime. younger bro ordered Nike Air Dunk. So, kecoh siket smalam abt his size. haha! i miss my family alot. its been 5 days of the fasting month and i hv not break-fast with my own family. im at ibu's place, helping nenek. too bad. but i'll go back to my place this weekend. school re-opens and i must be at home, of course.

Damn it! My tagboard is so stupid! urgh! if u cant see the tag option, please keep refreshing. thanks.

& yes, that is all! haha! thanks for reading!

Labels: food bizarre.

Thursday, September 4, 2008 Y 12:48 PM

Okay, whatever it is. i had my blogskin changed.
& im very tired. i'll blog later; maybe. the tagboard
might be abit off-colour. i'll edit the colours when im
not lazy.

Tuesday, September 2, 2008 Y 2:29 PM

haiz. it's 2nd day of the fasting month. & im
very hungry. haha! im tired. i just finish doing
ibu's office work; keying booking. its fun but
my body is aching as i've been sitting for the
past hours.

actually im lazy to blog. nenek is cooking & the
smell is really tempting but, im fasting. the only
day i wont fast is the day my menses come. haha!
thats a privilledge for girls. great!

im counting down my birthday & hari raye; of
course. im so fuck up because the tailor dont
wanna sew my outfit. she claims that it's tough,
the material is too soft & silky and the design is
complicated. if she had told me earlier, i cn ask
some other tailor to sew, but she told me last 2
days and of course no tailor gonna agree to sew.
urgh! what bad luck is this? damn!

okay, i've got nothing more to add but lastly,
i cant deny, i miss boyfriend. love u hunney.

Labels: badluck.

Monday, September 1, 2008 Y 4:27 PM

okay, like yeah, i decided to post again.
its already 4+ & there's no news of anything
from boyfriend. its been 4 days since we last
meet. hunney, u know how it feels like being
apart from each other. im waiting patiently for
ur calls/msgs. i miss u so much. i wanna hug u,
i wanna have u here with me. whenever i think
about the time we're together, i feel like crying.
but, i cant, im fasting. whenever i think about
whats gonna happen in few days time, being
alone by myself everyday, i dont think i can.

life is meaningless without u. i miss having u
beside me. i miss being in ur arms. i miss ur
kisses. i miss being teased by you. i miss joking
with u. i miss gossiping with u. i miss cleaning
up with u. i miss being at ur place with ur family.
i miss disturbing u when u're asleep. i miss kissing
u. i miss watching dvd's with u. i miss u lying at my
lap. finally, i miss being love by u. i simply miss
every single thing about u.

Haiqal, if u happens to read my blog, this is for u.
i dont know why u're giving me the cold treatment
lately, but, whatever it is, im sorry if whatever i've
said have offended u in any ways. i didnt mean to
talk bad about anything or anyone but i feel that i
just wanna let everything out. im mad that im being
fooled by people. i dont like that. im very sorry, so
sorry. i just want u to know, i regard u as a part of
my life; as my very own family. i always hope for the
best for u. im proud of u. eventhough we're not that
close, u & ur family matters alot to me. im so sorry.

& lastly, boyfriend, i love u. im really sorry too. it
may be ur fault but i guess i too, have to apologise.
i need u like the ocean needs the tide. u're the love
of my life.

Labels: apology.

Y 11:48 AM

FIRSTLY, TO ALL MUSLIMS, SELAMAT BERPUASE.
SILA COUNTDOWN OKAY. HAHA!

SECONDLY, BOYFRIEND, IM SORRY FOR BEING
HARSH. I KNOW IM RUDE. IM SO SORRY. MY BAD.
PSST. I LOVE U.

THIRDLY, EARLY MORNING, IM CRAZILY CHATTING
WITH MY FRIEND, FYQ! HAHA! HE'S BORED, IM BORED.
SO, LET THE PICTURES DO THE TALKING OKAY. HAHA!

MINE HANDWRITING IS IN RED.

THIS ONE, MINE IS IN BLUE.

Labels: MSN.