Tuesday, March 31, 2009 Y 5:45 PM
Hello! Im here to blog after so long of no updates. First, im always excited to say this, Little S turns 32nd wk this week. 8 more weeks and i cant wait, seriously. Im exicted, very. My girl will be as beautiful as her mummy, haha! Whenever i go for Little S's check up, i think, i have the smallest tummy among all pregnant women there, despite the fact that im 8 months pregnant? My tummy is not so visible unlike them and my belly button is not 'popping' out like theirs too. So, this is what i always conclude to bf whenever we meet, i would say, im a sexy mummy, eventhough im pregnant! haha!
As at last Friday, my recent check up, Little S weighs approximately 1.4kg and my total weight is 50.5kg. The doctor said, i gained 0.7kg in 2weeks eventhough i told him that im stress these days. Thank god Little S is fine because i've been stressing out almost everyday. But this wk, im not. I get used to not meeting bf often and i do not want to think negatively of bf. I know bf still care and i realised that we keep on fighting because we didnt get to meet often. Sorry bf that i thought so of u previously.
Also, i would like to congratulate bf for his success, making it to the finals for the competition which he took part at JP. I love u hunney! U hv my support okay? Muah! Im so sorry that i didnt show interest in what u like. Its not that i dont like, but im afraid people might fall for my bf. keke. U're mine, no one else. Im always proud of my bf, who says i dont?
I wonder is there still anyone who reads my blog since i decided to private it? i hope there is people who still reads, if not, my updates will go wasted. haha! But nvm. I'll just update for those who still reads. So, thanks eh kalau kamu2 semua masih membaca. keke!
I have a date with my sisters this friday! Finally, im going out! Phew! Okay, if theres any pics i snap, i'll upload okay? So, that's all!Labels: updates
Saturday, March 21, 2009 Y 4:51 PM
NUISANCE TAGGERS, FUCK OFF!
I DIDNT MENTION THAT IM DECENT OR WHATEVER.
I KNOW IM NOT AND FUCK IT, I DONT NEED UR FUCKING
ADVICE OR JUDGEMENT ABT ME? SO, HELL YEAH, GO GET UR
OWN LIFE AND MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS ARSE!
I MENTIONED COUNTLESS TIMES, DARE TO TAG, LEAVE
UR NAME.
OKAY? THANKS FOR READING ANYWAY.Labels: NUISANCE TAGGERS.
Friday, March 20, 2009 Y 10:39 AM
Morning people. My plan didnt work. The plan on persuading bf to go back to camp didnt work. He dont wanna listen to me at all. I've tried all i can, i talk nicely until it we finally got into a fight, again. Well, he name me as 'Dillah Harron' in his phone now. Cool or what? Come on lah bf, open ur eyes, u're just wasting ur fucking time outside and u dont fucking gain anything? U're not working and all u do is wasting ur time sitting around with people who is not straight. u're wasting ur money also, but i wonder, in the first place, do u even hv money to go out?
That is first. Second, bf asked me to find someone else because he thinks he's a jerk and he's not good for me. Dont fucking curse urself when i say i will wait for u. You want me to find someone else? Let me ask u this, first. Can u resist seeing me with another guy? Would u ever wanna see me kissing and hugging someone else besides u? Would u ever want another guy to even hold my hands? Would u ever want to share me with another guy? If u could answer all those questions, then i'll know whether u love me or u dont. Everytime im by ur side, in ur arms, i'll ask u the same question everytime we meet, i'd ask, would u ever wanna see me in someone else's arms and share me with others? u replied, im yours & i cant be shared with anyone. u would even joke and say u'd label me as 'Hafidz's Owned". rmbr?
Thirdly, i want u to hv faith in me and trust me when i say, im willing to wait for u. i, NUR FADILLAH BTE HARRON, is willing to spend the rest of my life with u and i wont regret. i know u very well and i know one day u'll realise that i love u. i know u wouldnt hurt the one u love. So, think abt it.Labels: ilovebf.
Thursday, March 19, 2009 Y 12:11 PM
Today is another Thursday and it marks another week Little 'S' grow old. 30th week this week! im super excited! So, recently, people start asking about names and they suggested on some names. But i say, i have my own and i'll make my decision soon. For now, i name it, Little 'S'. Which gives u a hint that my preferred choice of name starts with the letter 'S'. Little 'S' name will be in two syllabus, just like mine. Mine is N..F, Little 'S' will be N..S. So, start guessing okay?
I've also started buying stuffs for my precious. I've spent alot, just for my precious. I would also like to thank all who have given me advices and support all these while. Thank u so much. Im also aware i've made the biggest mistake in life, but, i cant turn back time. Im so sorry. I promise i'll change, i'll try. I cant change overnight, it takes time. So, please give me a chance.
So, on the hand, abt bf. I've talk to his parents and sister about my decision. They agreed to me but they leave it to me to persuade bf. How on earth am i gonna persuade bf? Everytime i start to talk abt the topic, he'll give me a sucky attitude and he'll say, im nagging. Im doing this for u, for us, for Little 'S' and for ur family too. So, im gonna find a way to talk to bf. I hope it goes well, as planned. God, i need ur guidance and ur help. please help me in this and make me strong. haiz.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009 Y 10:46 AM
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY DARLING SISTER,
NURAISYAH HARRON. I LOVE U MORE THAN
ANYTHING & I WISH U ALL THE BEST IN
EVERYTHING U DO! GOOD LUCK IN UR STUDIES,
SOON!
ALSO, HAPPY BELATED 20TH BIRTHDAY DEAR
SISTER, NURSHIDAH HARRON! KICK THE '1' OUT
AND BRING THE '2' IN! BE HAPPY & STRONG,
ALWAYS!
Labels: BIRTHDAY.
Y 10:42 AM
im confused. very confused. but, i have to sacrifice and have to be strong to face it alone. i have to be ready to let bf go for sometime & to see him again soon. im aware, in times like this, i need bf with me, by my side, almost 24/7 but i cant. the decision i made, will make myself suffer, will make bf suffer. but i really have to, the longer bf is arnd outside, the longer he'll be going through hell. so, i have to make u go hunney.
im seriously not strong at all than i usually am. but, i really2 have to. bf, u have to go. i wish u could be with me all the time but the mistakes u've made, will part us for sometime. u didnt wanna listen to me, u say i keep on nagging when actually, whatever i say, is for ur own good, u refuse to listen. u said u need my help to help u change. i gave u my fullest support, but u neglect it. now, it happens again & the very long wait will soon begin.
i cant be selfish and decide on this myself, so, im gonna ask ur parents first. they have to agree with me because whatever i decide, i think, is the best for u and for everyone. hunney, i'll miss u for sure, i will. i thought the previous time i have to wait for more than 3 months was the last, but i didnt expect to have to wait even longer this time round. i cant turn back time, but, i cn only try to make things right for now. ur love make me strong and make me go on with us. i love u.
Labels: gone.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009 Y 10:15 AM
SNAP THE PICTURES WITH 'PEOPLE',
NEVER WITH ME. WHO SAYS U DONT HAVE THE
LOOK? HUH? NVM. THANK YOU SO MUCH!
I LOVE U! :TO HELL WITH WHATEVER DECISION
U MAKE, IM THROUGH WITH IT. IM NEVER THE
ONE, NEVER. I DONT DIG IN THE SAME INTEREST
AS U, WE DIDNT REFLECT EACH OTHER. WE'RE
DIFFERENT, VERY. FIND SOMEONE UR TYPE, THE
ONE WHO DRESS THE WAY U LIKE, THE ONE WHO
HAS THE SAME PASSION AS U. HUNNEY, JUST LEAVE.
I LOVE YOU.
Labels: KERANA AKU MASEH CINTA., pissed
Wednesday, March 11, 2009 Y 10:52 AM
Hello! Okay firstly, 'passerby', dare to tag? leave ur name then. yet again, it would be my pleasure to thank u for reading and being my persistent reader. Gosh, thanks! haha! I blog on 'bf is having an affair' thing is because i think, i miss bf too freaking much. Somehow, i met bf yesterday okay? In relationship there's the good thing and the opposite of it, which is of course, the bad. So, i realised. I trust my bf okay? Just that i think i get too overboard. My bf is not a kid anymore that i think he would want to fool me. He's not young. Maybe like u say 'every guy cheats now and then' & u did that too, maybe that's u people, not my bf. I guess u've not yet understand the meaning of 'LOVE'. FULLSTOP.
Next, i went back to Yuan Ching yesterday. Not to eat but to collect my not-pleasing-at-all cert and so-not-true testimonial. So yes, i met bf, like i mentioned earlier. I miss bf & as usual, bf is just so loved. Again, whenever bf is around, Little S stay still. Scared, maybe? haha! Relax, bf is not gonna eat u up. We're cool people, yet, crazy & bf say, 'i pandai, u kurang pandai, tapi tk bodoh'. Again3, i replied, 'yelah'. I'm suppose to do some shopping for Little S, but, thanks to bf that i didnt do the shopping at all. haha! we're too occupied with each other & watching Jackass, the oh-so-boring show that we forget. It's not boring if im watching it for the first time but, because i've watched it for a couple of times, it becomes, boring. So, I just bought one thing, only, for Little S. Sorry kecik. keke.
Progressing! 29th week dear! Muah! Burst, burst, burst! Haha! As usual, now, I WANT TO EAT! haha! Till the next post people!
Labels: bf. Little S., tag
Friday, March 6, 2009 Y 12:06 PM
Hello Wello Yello! First, I've been bloghopping everyday to read, others' blog, of course. & yes, i've noticed something abt this couple. I'll drop to the Bf's blog first, read, yada2, then to the Gf's blog. Guess what? They blog about the same things? The Bf will blog abt his Gf & life, then on the other hand, the Gf, does the same. hey, serious! Cool or cute?
A pleasant surprise, i've started drinking Fresh Milk, be it, Magnolia's or HL's? i drink both, FRESH! No more chocolate or strawberry flavoured milk, its all FRESH now. Serious shit. I forced myself to finish it, for the sake of my Little 'S'. Haha! Besides fresh milk, i drink plenty of plain water, to stay healthy. I eat alot now, to also, stay healthy. I ate breakfast cereals, bread, fruits and of course, rice. To me now, i MUST eat rice everyday, i cant skip meals, no good luh. Haha! Oh yes! I also need plenty of rest eh? keke. So, after eating, I'll watch tv for awhile and.. u guess? SLEEP! That is my daily routine, yeah right. Haha!
This is a must-say-thing, i miss boyfriend! Muah! I'm sure Little 'S' miss boyfriend too. But, Little 'S' is very good when boyfriend is around. That is super true! I noticed it. Everytime i meet boyfriend, Little 'S' stay still. yes, true! Very good! But when boyfriend is not around, there goes Little 'S' again, cant stay still, super active! Phew! But, i like. Haha! Little 'S' turns 28th week this week. Progressing laa kan! Boyfriend & Little 'S' is loved! Muah!
Okay people, as usual, i wanna eat now, its lunchtime, pass breakfast already right? Rice time! Toodles!Labels: couple, food., Little S
Thursday, March 5, 2009 Y 11:10 AM
Updating, updating. hmm. I just realise that my blog looks dead & boring. My blog is filled with just, words, words & more words, no pictures at all. Great. Haha! But, the main thing about blog is for u people, who reads, to get my current updates, right or wrong? I didnt go out often, so, there's no pictures for me upload. Sorry.
Met Boyfriend on Monday at Lot One Shoppers Mall, for just about an hour or two. We went to shop for some stuffs, which was very2 interesting. I just cant wait for the day. Haha! Hunney, I've got a checklist for stuffs we hv to get, not for us but for the you-know-who, okay? I also get myself a black dress which looks, nice? Sexy, maybe? haha! Crap. I wouldnt waste money for myself if it is not necessary, seriously. i really need to save. But because, it's not advisable for me to wear jeans and stuffs, it would be better for me to put on a one-piece dress instead, which i think, it makes me looks good. Haha! Thanks alot boyfriend, for choosing the dress. For those who think, im an idiot who praise myself, go to hell, dont bother reading. This is MY blog, i have MY say, right?
Then again, on Tuesday, I went to the same place, again. But this time, with my sister, Shidah. Her aim was to get herself a pink coloured top for cute cousin sister 1st birthday party invitation next week. why pink? It's because her mummy set a Strawberry Shortcake theme, which everyone have to dress in pink, of course. & yes, my sister did get her hands on a pink top. As for beloved sis, hurry! Grab urs too! So, as u can see, they are really into the part-ay!
On Wednesday, the day which makes me miss boyfriend even more! I love u laa! Boyfriend is my current addict. Haha! u're so2 loved! Muah!
Today? As usual, pet society, blog, eat, sleep. Okay? Great! Im gonna eat now, so, toddles! Oh yes, 3 more days & girlfriend Aisha turns, 18!
Labels: drop., shop
