okay, boyfriend! i've read my past post.
im sorry? & seriously now, im afraid to text/
call u. like hell, serious! i think u need explanation
right? but, i simply don't know how to. So, i don't
know laa. IM SO3 SORRY.

people, im aware i didnt update for quite sometime
which also i need to tell u the reason why.
the last post i update was, "Boyfriend's Back".
So, u know how much i miss bf right. i meet him almost
everyday since he came back. haha! i spend 1/2
of my day everyday with bf. i even skip school
last week, to be with him. haha! what an ass i am.

overall, i've been with bf all along & i love3 him alot.
how much is alot? i don't know. haha!

Also, i cant update is because my internet at home
really sucks. actually, not the internet, its the laptop.
it's FULL of virus! & my kakak aisyah, she slammed
the laptop when she's mad of the slow connection due
to the virus. for now, ibu's laptop will be mine, for updates!

my sis, Shidah will be leaving to Bangkok in 4 days
time. i wont say this to her but i'll pray for her safety.
i hope she go and come back fine. she must get me
alot3 of stuffs from there too! haha!

this is fcuking important! my prelims is coming!
god! im not prepared yet. not even for my O's.
argh!! anybody, care to help? haha! okay whatever.
im seriously not ready. that's all.

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LET'S MAKE THIS SHORT AND SIMPLE.

BOYFRIEND IS BACK!

I LOVE!!

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haha! today i went to school for only two periods
and i went home. thanks to menses which caused
me to go home. i stained my skirt. paiseh uh. will
be heading back to school later in the afternoon
for O level MT Listening Compre. i must report
at 1630. told ya something, at that time, im very2
sleepy. hope i can pay attention. keke.

im having cramps; menstrual cramps. oh2, im so
not in the mood. bumped into isnaidi earlier. talk
with him about bf and some other and we go seperate
ways. he remind me take good care of boyfriend.
i say, yeah, i will. boyfriend should be out soon, a
day or two. i missed him so much. i love him so.

text boyfriend yesterday, eventhough i know he
cant read and reply so soon but eventually, he will
when he's out. text him today too. im faithful to boyfriend.
love him and his awesome family.

i miss muimui too. long time never see her and her mum;
my bitch. haha! bluek! see u soon; maybe. haha!

Labels: damn it. cramps.

okay. im here to update. early morning,
blom mandi; busuk. haha! i've help ibu
with house chores today. wake up at 6.45am.
the wake-up-early-morning plan is actually
to send farid(ibu's son) to CCK Stadium for
his weekly soccer training. but plan goes wrong
cause ayah wake up too, to send farid. so we didnt
send farid.

yesterday was fun. tag ibu's family to Jurong
West Stadium for farid's soccer clinic. im so excited!
there's Singapore National Player, Gombak United
Player. woohoo! Farid & Faris snap some photos
with them. there's free refreshment for parents
& siblings but as per usual, the food is always not
enough. a few kiasu singaporeans pack the food.
damn them! but whatever, i ate my share already.
there's a lady who make balloons into poodle, flower,
sword and etc. for kids. ibu and i queued to get the
balloons for adek, abang & ourselves. haha!
adek & abang's was sword. ibu's was a poodle.
mine was a green flower.

okayy, whatever it is. i'll say this. i miss boyfriend
alot3. im waiting patiently, wasting my time on
stupid2 things. boyfriend, come home soon.

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as said above, fadillah didnt go school today, again.
haha! thanks to beloved gf who text me yesterday
night informing me she's not going to school today.
so, i dont want to go to as i'll be alone, no one to
gossip with and if i come to school today, i hv to
go for the ngee ann poly for the poly experience
shit and i got no one to stick to when im there since
gf is not there.

i woke up at 6.30am, as usual. actually wanted to
wake up later but i heard younger bro and dad
screaming, so, i wake up. i dont know what's the
fuss about, i dont wish to know or get involve. i
was on the laptop from 8am, when everyone left
for work, leaving me and kak ida at home till 12.30pm,
when i got sleepy. when off at 2.15pm, had to go to
skin centre with kak ida, to collect her prescriptions.
take cab there, phew, lucky! i dont feel like taking
train as im already half dead; sleepy! taxi driver
talk with kak ida all the way until we reach our
destination. i ignored him as im sleepy, of course.

head to novena square soon after collecting the
prescriptions. bought a waffle with butter maple
spread @ buttercup's. it is so nice! haha! i love the
shop name too that was buttercup? haha! when
to cotton on to shop for some tops. was rushing cause
ida dont want to be late for work. ate at bk and off to
taxi stand. it was already 4.15pm and ida hv to reach
her workplace before 5pm. damn! there was no taxi
at that area. so, no other choice but to call for taxi.

reach The Chevrons at 4.45pm. she's not late right?
send ida off to the bowling centre and i head home
straight. im tired but i snap some pics before i get
changed.

somebody, get me PASSION FRUIT MILK TEA
WITH PEARL please? im craving for it.

on the other hand, i miss boyfriend, alot.

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hello people. hmm. i feel so lonely.
boyfriend is not around.
its for me to know and u guys surely
dont need to find out. i just missed him so.
everytime i read past msges from boyfriend,
i weep silently.

not only i miss boyfriend, i miss his
family too. especially his younger sister.
that is because boyfriend and me love
teasing her. i miss chilling at his crib,
watching vcds and stuffs. i miss being
teased and tickled by boyfriend. haiz.

i try to keep myself occupied so i wont
think abt boyfriend too much. im waiting
to see boyfriend again. i need boyfriend.
im crying now. this is rather stupid.

On tuesday, 1102 hours, was the last i heard
boyfriend's voice. i promised boyfriend i'll wait
for him and be good while he's not arnd.
all i do now is wait and pray that boyfriend is fine.

this is what i normally say to him.
"hunney, take care. eat well, sleep well,
rest well. i love and miss u alot3. muah."

i just miss HAFIDZ BIN HADNAN effing much.

Labels: missed.

so yeah, last friday was 'Be Yourself Day' and every
student can dress as themselves just by
paying $2. Yuan Ching Sec School, which is
my school participated. There's a guy from
The NewPaper(TNP) come by.
My younger bro looks like a office boy.
seriously he's good looking.
(tgk laa adek sape)

i wore sleeveless and cardigan(as i must not
wear anything revealing) with black boot-cut jeans.
i was late so, i grab and go. haha! i saw alot3
of different people with different type of dressings.
damn! some look as if they're going to town?
hello? its be yourself day and its a normal school
day. so, dress appropriately laa. some even wrap
shawls arnd their neck. i was wondering,
is singapore having winter now? like hell,
the weather was effing humid giler babi!

head to JP with milah, met jasee and shalu there.
went back to milah's place cause the other to
wants to visit muimui. haha! awhile later,
head back to JP as milah and me wanted to get
our nails done for our girls day out the following day.
we went to beauty bar and get our nails done.
mine was orange-red, milah's was maroon.
overall, its nice. met hunney at his crib after that.
stayed till 8+ and i went back.
went off early as i dont want mum to hv the
impression that i went out everyday.

On Saturday was my girls day out. hell yeah,
it was awesome! met the bitches and they're
all awesomely gorgeous. haha! went to Lime Flea
Market and we shop for some stuffs. head to Marina
Mc Cafe with kak efa, kak liza, milah and daughter and
kak shae. the rest went off early. saw ex bf there who was
rusdan? snap some pics with him. haha! long time no see
eh? his hair grow longer and longer by days. haha!

went back at around 9+pm as we're with baby, we dont
wanna stay out too late. send milah back home, as
promised. reach home at around 10+, nearly 11pm.
washed up and sleep.

Sunday, met hunney, was with him till 10pm.
i have fun with him and i sincerely love him.
muah! haha! take cab back to ibu's place as there's
no school tmr, wanna try out her new acer notebook.
but, its already late when i reach.

so today! here i am updating with ibu's ACER NOTEBOOK.!
woohoo! cool shit siak! im loving it. cn i get SONY VAIO,
red please? haha! im going off already, need to iron my
siblings uniform, ready for school tmr. i love bf,
i miss him. muah!

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okayy. i didnt attend school today.
that's why im here early morning, updating.
there's nothing interesting in school nomore.
school is no longer the place im looking forward
to go to each day and smile and joke. not anymore.
im at home now with younger bro, ayat and elder sis,
shidah. they're both asleep. younger bro didnt attend
school too but actually he's already ready to go off
but when he sees me lying on bed still, he knock
on my door and this is what he say.

younger bro:
dillah, aku macam malas nak gi skola uh.
me:
malas? gi tukar baju, tdo sudah. tkyah pegi.

so that's what i said to him. im such a good sis am i?
haha! okayy, crap. i've been sleeping in tears the
last few days. im going through alot right now.
real much. i just dont know.

science centre last saturday was awesome. & that
was also the last day i contacted someone. im moving
on, i hope so. met hunney on sunday and he seems
so blur and weird. i dont know what's wrong with
him and im kinda worried. slack with hunney and
his friends for awhile and went home as beloved sis
text me saying she've reached home. i walked home
and when im in the lift, i realised hunney's watch is with
me. will return the next time we meet.

guess what? when i reach infront at my doorstep,
im shock to see all the lights in my crib is ON?
i laugh my ass off cause beloved sis is scared as she's
alone. haiyoo kakak. scared eh? haha! im scared when
im alone too, but i wont on ALL the lights? haha!
tomorrow is be yourself day and i seriously dont have
any idea what to wear. hmm. im gonna go look through
my wardrobe later.

& oh, met milah yesterday. she accompanied me to JE.
we went to Sony Ericsson Centre ler. beloved sis hp
is spoilt? so, i help her send her phone for servicing.
see how gd i am? muimui didnt tag along as the day was
humid and milah let her rest at home with her granny.
went to JP too. was talking to milah abt what to wear
this saturday's outing with the bitches when we saw
kak shae with zul. we talk in the middle of nowhere
and start laughing. baru milah, dillah ngan kak shae je
dah kecoh. blom dgn kak liza, kak nana and aisha. haha!

cant wait to meet my girls! haha! there's a dress code for
that day. everyone must wear dress. haha! cute eh?
i cant wait! ate at siam kitchen with ibu & beloved sis.
we ate the buffet which consist of 23 dishes. damn!
we cant finish! haha! so, we went back soon after.
ayah fetch ibu and we separate.

reach home and sleep.

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