Wednesday, February 25, 2009 Y 3:16 PM
i blog a little late than usual today. the reason is because im addicted to, again, Pet Society & i cant stop playing the game. Haha! yeay, 27th week! progressing laa sey. okay, lame. im seriously very2 bored i tell u. Everyone is asleep & im going to rest too, soon.
i've got nothing to blog about, seriously. just extremely excited & i cant wait for the 28th. Haha! i have something really very important to say, which is, I MISS BOYFIREND, LIKE, ALOT? eventhough i know he didnt read my blog that often, i still hope he'll pay a visit sometime?
Today, i think, im proud to say that I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND ALOT & I DONT REALLY CARE ABOUT HIS LOOKS OR WHATEVER. im NEVER ashame to walk with bf, who cares anyway. he's mine, not yours, so, mind your own business eh. im not that pretty to get a good-looking bf? im not that perfect to get a perfect bf too. somehow i think im lucky i have my bf, he's all i need. i think bf is good-looking enough for me, dont bother abt the pimple or whatever thing on bf face, due to bad weather conditions & dirty2 environment, caused that. bf still look good.
that's all, i wanna eat & sleep! toodles!
Labels: i love bf.
Monday, February 23, 2009 Y 12:42 PM
I've reached another level in Pet Society! Haha. yeah, lame. But uhuh, im excited. Okay, lets start! Now, im trying to put all the stress aside & im gonna be strong, hope so. Im tired of lying on the bed and worry about things that i practically shouldnt. I must learn to be patient, understanding & be more relax. Eventhough somehow i think i've already learnt.
Next, yes, before i even forget, Happy Belated 15th Month Anniversary Bf! You're so loved! Dont think that i forget abt my own anniversary just because i said 'belated'. I did wished bf on the very day itself okay. Just that i blog abt it a few days after. So, dont bother. Nothing much to say, just a simple, wo ai ni? okay? muah!
& thank u so much my dear 'passerby' for tagging and for being my persistent reader. Much appreciated. But hello, if u dont know the real truth, dont go spreading abt it. Anyway,if u still insist of knowing the truth, i know u would go around asking. Hmm. Great, keep talking about me, because u're making me extra famous. Haha!
This is the exciting part! I miss Yuan Ching! Haha! I miss going around disturbing people, seriously. But, come on, i've never miss the teachers there okay? Except for the relief teacher named, Mr Hafidz? As u cn see, he have the same name as bf? so, why not? haha! & also, the thing i miss the most in Yuan Ching is, the FOOD, of course! yes! Haha! Now, im craving for Mee Soto @ Yuan Ching. Haiz!
Its 12:39pm and i havent had my breakfast, so, im gonna eat my lunch now. So, tkcr people & thanks alot3 for spending ur precious time reading my post. muah!
Friday, February 20, 2009 Y 11:24 AM
Two slices of toast & a cup of Hot Cadbury Chocolate drink for breakfast today. How fantastic? Haha! Thanks alot to my best uncle in the world for buying the 3-in-1 Cadbury powder, lots and lots of chocolates & some other nice2 stuffs to eat. im loving it! Yesterday i had McD Hotcakes for breakfast, again, because i had it with bf on Monday, yeah, Monday. Another big2 thank u to grandmother for paying the bills for me, hehe, i ordered the food, instead of going to McD itself to buy, because im lazy to bathe? haha! I had my shower at 4pm yesterday, if it's not for hunney, i wont do so till night. oh2, bocor rahsia aku. keke.
Im super duper bored at home i tell u. i got nothing to do besides, eating, blogging & sleeping. im so gonna gain weight soon, very2 soon. really! The reason to that is because, i eat & sleep almost everyday! Tmr is saturday & yes, it's weekend. It used to be fun for me but no longer fun for now. duh~ i just hate weekends now. That is because, bf, will go out with his friends & yada2, hmm2, come back home super duper late i tell u, never early. Put that aside, the other thing is that, bf will wake up, also, super duper late too, because he came back super duper late the previous night & sleep super duper late. woah, that's super duper. haha!
My current addict now is, playing Pet Society @ Facebook? yes! haha! it's awesome i tell u! my pet is very cute. aww~ So, now, im gonna stop blogging & continue playing my game okay?
& yes, despite being so happy, im not happy at all, im still stress. yes, i really am.
Thursday, February 19, 2009 Y 11:18 AM
Okay, hello people. the usual greetings before i start blogging. honestly, im lazy to update this blog, yeah, really, im lazy. & the reason i blog today, is because, i have noone to share my problems with, aisha is too busy with school, she needs to concentrate with her O's, i cant be calling her, expect her to listen to my story everytime & also i have nowhere to let this feeling out. As for my other gfs, i wouldnt wanna be distracting them with my problems, as, they are now happy, i can see. i keep everything to myself, i pretend to be happy and smile always, when deep down inside, im suffering. dont ever ask about bf, we did settle the kecoh-ness we had the other day & we're still good.
however, i cant be bothering bf. he keep on telling me he's stress. what more do u expect from me hunney? what is it that i didnt do for u? i give u all i have and tried hard to be by u when u needed me. u go out when u're stress, what about me? i can go nowhere if im stress. i rot at home and keep on thinking, what's wrong with u actually? u keep too many things from me, too much. i didnt expect, the one i love the most, lied to me? come on hunney, u know how much u mean to me and i never wanna dissapoint u, never. i go every extra miles just for u. i have many restrictions, one of it, i cant meet u. but somehow, i tried to convince ibu to let me out. do u know much it hurts me inside to make all the sacrifices just for u when u didnt even bother to see what i've done for u? hunney, u changed. u really do. from what i see, im no longer an affection in ur life. im someone, that u would now want to just pass u by. im no longer the one u cared for and love. im no longer the one u wanna share ur life with. that is what i see u as, now. sometimes, i feel that u have someone else. at times when u didnt answer my calls and reply to my txt makes me thinks that way. but, i know im stupid to think that way, because i trust u when u say, u love me.
how could i help u when there's no one around to help me? there's too many things that i've been thinking about lately. i understand what's going on with ur family, but, u can still see them around, what about me? i miss my family, i do. i know what's going on about us now is the cause to ur stress these days. i know i've been stressing u about us. i have to do that. i have to let u open ur eyes, mind and heart and see that we really have to commit, we have no time to waste. from what i see, whatever i say dont mean anything to u, what i say just gonna fall on deaf ears. haiz. bf, wake up, think. please.
Sunday, February 15, 2009 Y 11:29 AM
okay, firstly, u would think my update this time would be about V.day? oh, come on. im not blogging about that. V.day is so not in favour this year. i had a terrible or should i say horrible fight with hunney? enough said, i didnt met hunney on V.day. things didnt go so well these days. everyday, as days pass, it becomes even worst. i dont know why.
my weekend is boring. thanks to 'you' who keeps me company every minute without fail. i eat with u, sleep with u, share the pain with u and feel u growing and progressing everyday. i cant wait to see u sweetheart. i just cant wait to hold u. now, u're the reason why i mark my calendar, i start saving and spend wisely. thank u, u're the light of my life. i love u.
On the very day which most couples dedicate their love for each other, i, on the other hand, marks the end of my love journey with someone i cherish the most, the one i love & the one who gives me 'the light' which will be with me all the time to replace him when he's away, i love u, i miss u, always. see u when i see u. Labels: v.day
Wednesday, February 11, 2009 Y 12:13 PM
"BOYFRIEND, ADAPT, LEARN & LIVE WITH IT."
