Wednesday, January 30, 2008 Y 10:02 AM
i cant help it laughink. keke. diniy2. how could u msg the wronk no.? keke. i wonder who she msg. hahakz! cute. there's my no. on my previous2 post titled "i miss updatink". i type my no. there. u might wanna check again. keke. it was nice talkink to her, even it was a short conversation & yes, she's really cute & sweet. she has got the voice which cant be heard on almost all girls. i mean her voice is different laa.
lesson learnt today is that im not gonna be late for skewl even once this year eventhough i came late often last few years. i saw ezza runnink because she's late & i found it very "eeuuw". ezza, if u're readink this, its not u that i say "eeuuw" to, its the punishment im talkink abt. u're beautiful.
my brother is crazy. very crazy. i mean my sec 3 brother. i understand that it's his first tym to fell fer someone & im happy for him. but pls, dont come to me and keep singink the song JENNY by THE CLICK FIVE & also changink the word "JENNY" to "D****" while singink. i hear that song almost everyday, he played it everytym. damn, he sing it everytym too. i wanna ask him this, why dont he sings that song infront of the girl itself instead of me. its much2 better.
im gonna take a nap now. dada.
Labels: crazyLOVE.
Tuesday, January 29, 2008 Y 7:22 AM
from the provenance(title), u people can infer that im happy kan? woah! im so into social studies ehk? no way! weekends hv been GREAT! i bought my PSP SLIM already!! bought it last Friday at 8.43Pm at i dont know where. keke. its PINK in colour! woohoo! im lovink it! but the game which i wanna play isnt in. i cant choose the free games. borink~
then on saturday i went out fer dinner with ibu(ma aunt), her 2 kids, nenek, kakak & bf. we had dinner at SANUR INDONESIAN RESTAURANT @ CAUSEWAY. the food was superb! it was nice3! i ate quite alot but im not gainink any weight. urgh! i wanna gain some weight. im too thin which i cant fit on some tops & bottoms. wth?! im gonna eat more!! i surely will!!
on sunday i did nothink much. i got stomach cramps! damn this menses! i was in pain the whole day & night! i cant sleep well! till today in skewl i still hv cramps! its normal, yeah i noe. but its really painful. gosh! i cant tahan.
mrs goh wasnt arnd today. so last 2 periods was free periods & miss nenny relief my class. skewl hv nothink much too. same normal days. head home straight after skewl & here i am updatink! in a couple of minutes after this, im gonna rot in my room, sleepink! bye people! muah!
Lastly, Happy Birthday Ezzuan!!Labels: damn it. cramps.
Saturday, January 26, 2008 Y 8:57 AM
im so pissed off now. ibu get her psp already. mine not yet. thought of buyink today. but when i call up the shop, they say they're under renovation. wtf?!!?! cn waet until i buy then renovate anot?! bodoh uh. u're just delayink my psp. damn shop! watever ok?! urgh!
again, MDM AZLINAH. after 2007 O level results was release ydae, today, she discourage the 5N'S. she ENCOURAGE us to go to ITE to pursue our education. she keep repeatink the same sentence over and over. she said "it is still not too late fer u guys to apply fer ite. there's still april intake. ite is much better. its more hands-on". cant she at least give us the chance to try and strive fer better results? the way she says that is lyk as if we dont wanna try at all. we choose sec 5 because we wanted to try, not to play arnd. student sleeps in ur class because u keep discouragink them & they dont wanna listen to those craps. get that?!
next, homework. i got truckloads of homework. guess by who? who else if it's not MDM AZLINAH again. but heck, i got to do it.
im kind of free now. laundry is done. shoes washed. room cleaned!
Thursday, January 24, 2008 Y 8:57 AM
firstly, thanks alot papa fer fixink the laptop fer me. ur hard work is so2 appreciated by me ok? ur sleepless nyte is worth it papa! thanks alot! shoosh! keke! woohoo! i cn update again lyk normal! im lovin it. my zenstone is doom. rosak lah~ haiyoo! but watever, im gonna get a psp slim soon, wat fer i nid an mp3 rtye? keke. stop braggink lil brat.
skewl is borink. people are borink, except fer some. food is nice. sandwich is great! wakakaka! i've been learnink abt teenagers nowadays in mother tongue class & i've been watchink vcd's all along. but out of the vcd's, i learn sumtink ok. yes i do.
i was told by MDM AZLINAH that she's the co-form teacher of 3E3. she also said that 3E3 girls are very vain. she said this, "i have to be strict as i can see that the girls especially are very vain, just look at their hair." keke. i noe who she referrink too. they're not vain, just wanna look good that's all. agree? yes, agree!
next, cn u people suggest what colour psp should i get? thanks people. muah!
Labels: vainpot.
Monday, January 21, 2008 Y 2:39 AM
ok wtf. i update only once a week? lame! again people, my laptop is still doom & i cant update. damn it! i got alot of stories to tell ok?! stoopid2 to whoever who spoil that laptop. im so gonna eat u up! yum2! keke. let me start. i'll just summarise ok? keke.Monday: nothink much. go straight home after skewl as there's no english remedial fer me. i recall that i ate alot. keke. this week i've started eatink foods in canteen. hahakz! wenever i go to toys 'r' us. the song play. "i dun wanna grow up.. blah3.." but i'll say, i wanna grow up!! im sick of beink under parents' control. keke. but heck, i didnt listen to my parents afterall.Tuesday: as per normal, lesson3. there's remedial after skewl. maths, tat is. mdm wong didnt teach but she just gave us assignment. we cant go home as soon as we complete it. thats all.Wednesday: i cant rmbr much. went 2 aisha's plc after skewl with mashy & farah. Thursday: NGEE ANN POLY OPEN HOUSE! i rmbr this one clearly! i went to check out on School of Health Sciences (nursing). i learn alot of stuffs. how to handle babies, what happen in the operation theathre(did i get the spellink rtye?). ok watever. guess what?! that lady wanted to check my blood glucose! she take my blood!! im so scared! damn it! why me?! but, it was nothink, it doesnt hurts anyway. i ate alot there too! popcorns, donuts! as said, one person is entitled to one donut. i took 3? keke! yummy! some took more than me okie? i also get drinks, choc milk, strawberry+kiwi juice. yeah, alot.Friday: when out with kak shae & some others which u people dont need to know. watched movie. body 19? i just dont understand the story line. i just know how to scream. it is so disgustink. ate at my favourite far east plaza stall! nice2! keke. reach home at arnd 10.30pm. then doom! sleep!Saturday: when to pasar malam @ toa payoh to accompany nenek. she wanted to buy flower pots. as promised, i followed her. ate at mcd & headed home, to cik diana's plc at jln bahar. watch vcd "hantu jeruk purut" which puts me bed, thank u. understood, its borink that's why.Sunday: here i am, updatink. im gonna eat again, maybe i'll go to ibu's plc. that's all folks! im bored.PS: i hope u understand why i didnt update ok people. me myself, im worried lookink at that laptop at home & dad payink fer broadband monthly when we didnt even use it. heck, i just dont feel good abt that. haiz!Labels: laptop doom, not fixed
Monday, January 14, 2008 Y 2:03 AM
hello all! oh god! i didnt update fer lyk more den 5 days??! damn! sorry fer not updatink, my laptop is not workink, its kinda under maintenance. hahakz! i cant update my blog often. sorry fer the inconvenience. but i really feel doom! urgh! but, watever. i cant do anitink to change that situation. yeah, i do hv a comp too but its cpu doesnt hv power supply! ayat, cn u go buy one? u said u wanna buy, but till today, i see nothink. i'll go gagaga if my laptop is not fixed! urgh! last few days hv been okay~ sad news, im not in contact with MR TWIN nomore. he said, he'll msg me once he feel lyk it. ok, thanks fer that. haiz! im happy fer my younger bro as he gets what he wants & what he waited patiently for. u're great man! hahakz! if she's the one, she's gonna be ur first. gdluck bro! if only MR TWIN is lyk u, i'll be the happiest girl in the whole world! but nah, i think MR TWIN is just another dream, that nvr will come true. i wonder why.i got truckloads of hmwk, which i dont wanna do. i hate evaritink. lyk watever to my sec 5 lyf ok. it doesnt matter anyway. yada2~ im off for now. if there's anitink, u cn get through me at eight-one-three-one-six-eight-double seven. yeah, jus call fer didie. keke. bluek!oh ya! not forgettink, HAPPY 18 TH BIRTHDAY ZUL!Labels: DISCRIMINATINK SHIT
Tuesday, January 8, 2008 Y 9:33 AM
hello again people! wee! im so happy! i saw MR TWIN today mornink at the path towards lakeside. he's lyk, so cute. i didnt noe it was him actually. just realised it was him when he msg me sayink "i nampak u!" ( i saw u, in english). hahakz! sorie MR TWIN, i just dont now how to differenciate u & ur twin bro. but i was told by someone that ur teeth is much2 nicer than ur bro. keke. but hell with it, am i lyk gonna check ur teeth just to make sure u're the one? crazy! hahakz! i was very happy indeed. i wake my bro up damn early today. instead of 6.45, i woke him up at 6.30 lah sey. & i got **** by him cause i woke him up early & also i rushed him throughout. i keep sayink "cepat lah, nanti aku lmbt nk tgk die." (quick lah, ltr im gonna be late to see him, in english). what a freak i am? keke. aww~ im just so happy ok? dah2. shh.
so, school? it was okay. i slept 10mins before geography ends. it's so borink i tell u. Mdm Ow keep talkink & yada2. blueah! euuw! why cant teachers make studyink fun? as in usink different teachink methods? not just theory, theory & more theory? i had my mother tongue lesson with the 4E's today. nothink special. hmm. first chem lesson was bored too. i cant understand a single s***. but anw, i'll try to understand it by myself. as i noticed, tym passed by quite fast nowadays. lessons finish just in a blink of my eyes. cool. but Dion said, that's just the beginnink of school. soon u'll feel that tym pass by slowly. i hope not. please. keke.
met with kak liza today. i miss her so damn much! we had lunch at kfc with her. & when girl meets, they laugh alot, i mean ALOT. kak liza share her first day experience in skewl & also what she experience along her journey in the train. it's so funny! hahakz! it makes me, mashy & aisha laugh out loud! hahakz! so sad that kak liza couldnt be with us in yuan ching this year. what a pity. but its ok. she said she'll visit us sometym. so, ok ler. keke.
now, i wanna mandi & sleep! im deadbeat! muah!
Labels: LAGI2., MR TWIN
Sunday, January 6, 2008 Y 10:29 PM
hello people. today i got my uniform altered. i mean, my new one. after alteration, i still think that it still look big on me. & again, im gonna get it altered. sorry people fer the late update, i was at my aunts' place earlier and she didnt have a comp. i've just rch and i got myself straight to my laptop. im dead! i havent got my hmwk done yet. i havent iron my uniform fer tmr. i noe i still have tym to do all that, but hell, im tired! i really need to sleep. *yawn* MR TWIN still gives me that cold treatment, as in, dont wanna entertain me & yes, im sad. whatever it is, im not gonna give up cause i wanna prove to him that im not lyk what he thinks ok. im gonna be just lyk my bro who wont gave up so easily. wee! im sure im gonna see him tmr. hahakz! im lovink it! ok stop. shh!
msn is really lyk fuck i tell u! it's so hard fer me to get myself logged in! urgh! its really gettink me on my nerves! im tryink to relax eh. if i cant, this laptop will be off my eyes pretty soon. urgh! damn it! ok, whatever~
as fer now, im just wonderink why MR EX BF is so closed to my bro. as if there's sumtink he wants. close as in very close. he helps my bro in areas he could & also offer my bro to join a "talent quest" with him. kinda weird though. who cares anyway, he's just my ex, a friend of my bro. guess what's next? what the f***! my hp charger cant be use??!! what am i gonna charge my hp with?? damn! im not gonna waste my $$ just on a charger? im so not gonna get a new charger. i dont need a hp. there's no one gonna msg me. there's always my house phone. MR TWIN wont msg me too. he said his hand is in pain. or, is it just an excuse? i dont mind. say it straight to me if u dun wanna be friend with me because of my euuww background? whatever lagi lah. haiz!
Labels: f***
Y 6:38 AM
omg! im so damn bored now. quite lah. im stayink at home today. its ok. i got homework to do. im done with MATHEMATICS. im left with ENGLISH, which im confused! i've tried to do it but i just dont get it. i'll try again tomorrow. i've to hand it in the first on monday mornink. at last! i got my very nice sleep. i woke up at 11am. get washed up, eat then complete my hmwk & pack my bag fer monday. i cant afford to pack it on monday mornink, lyk i used to because i cant be late. i must be at lakeside arnd 7am? MR TWIN will be goink to skewl, so, i wanna see him! keke. im just so crazy. & now, im gonna eat, again & watch tv.
Saturday, January 5, 2008 Y 8:14 AM
i think im crazy. do u think so? i've done somethink so stupid. hahakz! yeah, i did! guess what i did? hmm. today, i counted the no. of how many steps of stairs i hv to climb to rch my classroom. i went up 85 steps to rch my class! gosh, i just realised. hahakz! let me now count how many steps i take daily. i went up, 85 steps. went up again aft recess, plus 85 steps. hmm. 85 + 85 makes 170. wow! fer now, its just 170. haiz! no wonder i cant gain weight. keke.
oh my! today is also the 1st tym i sleep in class in 2008. & its durink poa. i sleep 'cause mrs goh didnt teach as there's not enough tym. she kept tellink the class abt her experience on blah3. that's her daily routine. so, i sleep, just fer 10 mins only ok. mrs goh, ily! she bought us chocolates from switzerland!! great! hahakz! thank u. keke. but she havent give us, yet.
after skewl, went to superbowl with aisha, mashy, luqman & farah('petom'). hahakz! but wait, i didnt bowl ok. i scared. keke. there goes farah sayink, "gutter" & "longkang" (drain, in english). cute her. before that, we have our lunch at mcd, without luqman. & when girls eat, it's super horrible. hahakz! trust me u wouldnt wanna noe. we laugh our hearts out. keke. i had, McSpicy meal with ice lemon tea & twister fries which cost me $7.15. hahakz! i had enough fer today, i think. if i hadnt, i'll update lagi ler. i gotta get myself studyink now! bye people.Labels: nonsense.
Friday, January 4, 2008 Y 10:14 AM
hmm. just another pathetic day. i've lost a fren which i care for so much. u noe who u are & i hope u're readink. i noe im not a good girl. im beink truthful to u & thought it'll be good if u're hearink it from my own mouth, not from others. yes i admit, my bckgrnd isnt good. very bad indeed. i admit. but im not gonna repeat my mistakes & i just dont noe why all these things happen. i noe im in the wronk, at least give me a chance to show that im not lyk wat u think i am. im a much2 better person. i love people, i love myself. whatever that happened, its in 2007. now its 2008 & im turnink a new leaf.
MR TWIN, u gave me so much hope, so much happiness, so much smile, so much laughter, too much of all that for me to forget. eventhough we didnt even mit each other before, u noe that i've been wantink to be friend with u since last yr & i did tell u abt it when we're talkink on the phone. wat a pity, it lasted only fer awhile. im so sorry. pls at least msg me. pls.
im doink fine in class. im beink on my own everytym. im just studyink as i've promise to MR TWIN to do very well. eventhough i just cant concentrate, im just tryink. i'll be someone very different who can be your friend by then MR TWIN. i'll pass my O just fer u. i hope u would consider beink friend with me, again. god, u gotta help me ok.
On the other hand, im lovink the weather. it have been coolink these days & im always shiverink. what a nice weather to sleep rest. keke. i love the environment around my classroom. totel SILENCE. no students walkink outside my classroom to and fro. Sec 5 class is separated from all other classes. how great is that? PEACE. keke. my bag is freakink heavy, very heavy! i have to endure. its okay.
anw diniyy, thanks fer the concern dear.
Labels: disappointink truth.
Thursday, January 3, 2008 Y 2:18 PM
gosh! wat a day to start with. im so pissed off by my classmate. damn it. my first day of skewl didnt turn out so well as i expect it to be. haiz. i was so happy at first but then with the presence of my enemy since sec 1 in my class, it turns out to be very bad. yes, very. she really get me so frustrated. i dont noe wats wronk with her. urgh! i didnt even say anitink to her or neither did i talk behind her bck, at first. but, wat the heck, i just dont care. im in skewl to study hard fer my O's, not to waste tym on this. it's just so childish. lyk my teacher said, there's nomore tym to waste, stop our nonsense. & yeah, not forgettink the skewl mid-shift canteen. the food was so nice, yeah rtye, nice? i'll think twice. ok, fer some people, the price hv risen up abit but the quality of the food just not up to standard. well, hv to stand it anyway. sumtink just bother me while eatink, its my MR EX BF, u noe i noe ok. he kept touchink me?! wtf?! he touch me here & there. god! i was in trauma fer awhile. hey. im not lyink. im really scared. truly. no offence. he make me feel disgusted, totally! physics lesson starts today unlike other subjects. it was fun though. very fun! hahakz! im doink good fer now. keke. i hope im gonna continue to be good, always be & must be. hahakz! okay watever, that is today. i dont noe wat's next in line fer tomorrow. i'll keep updatink & u people hv to keep readink okay, please. dillah pls, stop ur crap. yes, i will, now.Labels: first.
Wednesday, January 2, 2008 Y 8:51 AM
hello people. i've finally got my blog ready fer update & ready fer u readers to read, of course. first of all happy new year people. i'll definitely miss 2007, fer sure. my new year isnt as great as urs, should be. i didnt do anitink & i didnt go anywhere. i was just at home watchink channel 5 countdown at vivo. eventhough it might sound borink, it isnt that bored at all. it turns to be sulky when i fought with my elder sis. she's my beloved sis. i was so disappointed fer her actions towards me. im a scary-cat, yeah, true. she left me all alone in our room. she slept at mum's room. she knows im scared yet she left me. how could she do that. if only she knows how much it hurts me. my new year really sucks. i hate new year! seriously. friends do ask me out but i refuse, just because i dont wanna leave my beloved sis at home with mum & younger bro. i pitied her. & this is what i got in return from her. it really broke my heart into pieces. guess what? damn it! it was already 2.45am & i cant sleep 'cause im afraid. i twist & turn but still i cant sleep. i tried my best to get whoever to call me to accompany me as im freakink2 scared. thank god there's shafiq, my primary school mate. hahakz! he's damn funny sia. sorry ehk shafiq i disturb u early mornink. keke. yes! tomorrow is my 1st day of school as a sec 5 student. i hope i'll change & study hard, very hard! 2008, i wanna pass my O levels and make my parents proud & yeah, i wanna be the 1st in my family to enter POLYTECHNIC!!!Labels: heartbroken~
