Tuesday, November 25, 2008 Y 9:28 AM
Firstly, i miss boyfriend & i really need him NOW. Read that? I NEED, NOT WANT. I dont want to talk about boyfriend that much, bet i think, only my girls & close friends know what's happening. i'm in DILEMMA. Serious shit. I dont know what to do about some private stuffs. My friends are too busy for me to consult. In fact, im busy too. Busy working, everyday. I have exactly a month more before my assignment ends with Robinsons. Thought of continuing but with the hectic pressures and the tired-ness im facing eventhough i did nothing, i dont think i can continue. This is stupid, i work only for 4hours a day but i get tired easily, i know why if u guys dont. On Wednesday & Thursday, i have to work long hours. Damn! Wednesday, i'll be working from 11am - 4.30pm & 6pm-11pm. Thursday, will be from 11am-3pm & 6pm - 11pm. Crazy right? God! On top of that, this month's pay, i cn hardly spend for myself. I have to help ibu to pay something. Nevermind about that. I cn wait for the next pay. Gross! Haha! So, whatever to this.Oh, i met boyfriend's dad yesterday. Bf's dad wanted to pass me my atm card & it was quite late. Bf's dad reach ibu's place at 11pm, i nearly fall asleep. He talk to me for a while & asked me to plan ahead if bf & me is serious about us. All i said was, i'll wait for bf and talk about this with him. Bf's dad also talk about some other stuffs which im guilty of, now. oh my, bf, i need u now, we have to discuss quick. haiz! & lastly, i went back to my crib yesterday, just for awhile. mama, abg, amid & kakak was around. i just miss home! but, i dont think im ready to go back there, yet. So, when time permits, i'll go back. i miss kakak especially, she's all i need besides bf. she taught me how to be me. i just love her, the way she always did to me & the way she is. god bless u kakak.& last2, lastly, i think i hv something in mind for Jaseema already. Haha!
