Monday, September 1, 2008 Y 4:27 PM
okay, like yeah, i decided to post again.its already 4+ & there's no news of anythingfrom boyfriend. its been 4 days since we lastmeet. hunney, u know how it feels like beingapart from each other. im waiting patiently forur calls/msgs. i miss u so much. i wanna hug u,i wanna have u here with me. whenever i thinkabout the time we're together, i feel like crying.but, i cant, im fasting. whenever i think aboutwhats gonna happen in few days time, beingalone by myself everyday, i dont think i can.life is meaningless without u. i miss having ubeside me. i miss being in ur arms. i miss urkisses. i miss being teased by you. i miss jokingwith u. i miss gossiping with u. i miss cleaningup with u. i miss being at ur place with ur family.i miss disturbing u when u're asleep. i miss kissingu. i miss watching dvd's with u. i miss u lying at mylap. finally, i miss being love by u. i simply missevery single thing about u.Haiqal, if u happens to read my blog, this is for u.i dont know why u're giving me the cold treatmentlately, but, whatever it is, im sorry if whatever i'vesaid have offended u in any ways. i didnt mean totalk bad about anything or anyone but i feel that ijust wanna let everything out. im mad that im beingfooled by people. i dont like that. im very sorry, sosorry. i just want u to know, i regard u as a part ofmy life; as my very own family. i always hope for thebest for u. im proud of u. eventhough we're not thatclose, u & ur family matters alot to me. im so sorry.& lastly, boyfriend, i love u. im really sorry too. itmay be ur fault but i guess i too, have to apologise.i need u like the ocean needs the tide. u're the loveof my life.Labels: apology.
