Friday, January 4, 2008 Y 10:14 AM
hmm. just another pathetic day. i've lost a fren which i care for so much. u noe who u are & i hope u're readink. i noe im not a good girl. im beink truthful to u & thought it'll be good if u're hearink it from my own mouth, not from others. yes i admit, my bckgrnd isnt good. very bad indeed. i admit. but im not gonna repeat my mistakes & i just dont noe why all these things happen. i noe im in the wronk, at least give me a chance to show that im not lyk wat u think i am. im a much2 better person. i love people, i love myself. whatever that happened, its in 2007. now its 2008 & im turnink a new leaf.
MR TWIN, u gave me so much hope, so much happiness, so much smile, so much laughter, too much of all that for me to forget. eventhough we didnt even mit each other before, u noe that i've been wantink to be friend with u since last yr & i did tell u abt it when we're talkink on the phone. wat a pity, it lasted only fer awhile. im so sorry. pls at least msg me. pls.
im doink fine in class. im beink on my own everytym. im just studyink as i've promise to MR TWIN to do very well. eventhough i just cant concentrate, im just tryink. i'll be someone very different who can be your friend by then MR TWIN. i'll pass my O just fer u. i hope u would consider beink friend with me, again. god, u gotta help me ok.
On the other hand, im lovink the weather. it have been coolink these days & im always shiverink. what a nice weather to sleep rest. keke. i love the environment around my classroom. totel SILENCE. no students walkink outside my classroom to and fro. Sec 5 class is separated from all other classes. how great is that? PEACE. keke. my bag is freakink heavy, very heavy! i have to endure. its okay.
anw diniyy, thanks fer the concern dear.
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